Watching the fireBRANDS playing their respective games
in the recent Wave Challenge, I can’t help but reflect on my life, and how long
a journey it was that I took with them.
10 years and 5 months I’ve been with the fireBRANDS,
regularly attending Saturday night services at Air Itam. Can you imagine that? 10
years… Doesn’t seem like that long ago when I first stepped into Sanctuary 2 of
Air Itam, attending my very first youth service. At the same time, it feels
like it’s been forever that I was with the fireBRANDS.
“Trust in the Lord with all
your heart
and lean not on your own
understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” – Proverbs 3:5-6
I think often times we hear people say “have faith,
follow God and trust Him, because He knows best…” or anything along those lines.
Yes, it’s easy to say those words, but don’t we all agree following them is
another story? I think most, if not all of us, would really want to do that.
Deep down inside, there is that longing of just wanting to believe in God, who
at many times seem very intangible to us.
Well, I think 10 years is sufficient enough for me to
give you something tangible to believe those words…
You see, I strongly believed that my years spent
growing up here with the fireBRANDS really defined who I am today. Not directly
because of the fireBRANDS, but rather because of how God has moulded me to
become who I am today THROUGH the fireBRANDS.
I’m going to be really frank here. Many times it felt
as though I’ve been “forced” into things. May it be the inevitable dramas of
the teenage life, or even having to take up roles and responsibilities. And so
often have I felt tired and just wanting to give up. Very often my friends… But
I did what every Christian would probably say, “pray… leave it to God…” But
what happens after that? To be honest, most often it felt like nothing did
happened… in the short-run that is.
“You foolish person, do you want evidence that faith without
deeds is useless? Was not our
father Abraham considered righteous for what he did when he offered his son
Isaac on the altar? You
see that his faith and his actions were working together, and his faith was made complete by what he did. And
the scripture was fulfilled that says, “Abraham believed God, and it was
credited to him as righteousness,” and he was called God’s friend. You
see that a person is considered righteous by what they do and not by faith
alone.” – James 2: 20-24
So with those words, I held on… and do what I believed was right. So if I
was given a role, I made sure I tried to do it with excellence (not perfection).
If caught in the middle of some circumstance, I tried to “swallow instead of
spit” even if I was branded foolish in the eyes of man. It’s painful process at
times I must say.
Well, it wasn’t until I was studying for my degree
that I realized, that I have an upper hand in many things (I’m not trying to
boast here, so please don’t get me wrong. Just wanting to give you something
tangible). :)
Because of the different roles and responsibilities, I
found myself gaining many skills. Being a naturally quiet and shy person, I’ve learned
to speak confidently (if not, for the most part la) in front of a large crowd
etc. I’ve even picked up some management skills along the way, learning how to
work with people, planning, organizing, coordinating, problem solving, etc… I even discovered talents I never knew
I had.
More importantly, I think was the development of my
character. I won’t say much on this because it’s not for me to judge, really. But
with all that I’ve been through, held on
and persevered, I believe I’ve matured well enough.
“Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you
know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may
be mature and
complete, not lacking anything.” James 1: 2-4
Again, don’t get
me wrong. I still have much to learn. MUCH to learn. Now being in the working
life for almost 8 months, I find many things I don’t have the answers to. But I’ll
continue to stick to how I play my game... :)
So to end this
uber long post, I’m thankful for the fireBRANDS because of how God has moulded
me through the years with them. How long will I be serving in the fireBRANDS?
It’s up to Him ;) So to all of you (if you’ve managed to reach this portion of my
post), persevere! The thing about faith is you got to first believe, then you
will see…
From: Leroy
From: Leroy